Acid Christmas

How many times do you have to try to get it right?
How many times before you realize you lost the fight.
So far ahead of you and I haven’t even hit my peak.
You’re so stupid with words you struggle to speak.

College dropout, you think you’re livin’ life on the edge?
Still qualified for that maid job though, get the pledge.
So 4 years went by and you’re still in the same spot.
Life’s a party and you’re still stuck in the parking lot.

Hope you’re havin’ fun in the middle of bum fuck nowhere.
This is the last two fucks that I have and so now I don’t care.
Just forget about it and post some more pictures in underwear.
I’m too busy getting money and my diploma, guess life’s not fair.

Seems I got poisoned from the enjoyment of it all
Times change as the seasons from summer to fall
Lovin’ you forever is the only way that I know
Is this real or a figment of my imagination, is it so?

Seems like yesterday I sat beside you on a pier
Gazing out we wondered where we’d be in a year
Tried we did to imagine our fate and now we’re here
We tried to command a ship we just couldn’t steer

Winter break is about doing nothing.